ily (leo lovemail) ♡
i am not very good with words so sorry if this comes out odd
i’m unsure how to word this properly, but ill try my best!! chu2 was the first person to understand what pareo needed, and helped her to become a new version of herself that wasn’t focused on what people expected. pareo describes this as her being “pulled out of the darkness”. she was really happy to finally be who she wanted, that she essentially gives everything she can to chu2 in an attempt to repay her, though nothing can really ever compare (in a good way idk words hard). you’ve helped me in a really really similar way. the way you describe me and the things you compare me to often align with who i want to be, and whenever i take a chance and do things in the way i want to (nearly) disregarding what other people may think, you always react so positively and it makes me feel better. because of that, i really get what pareo means when she says she was pulled out of the darkness. im really happy that i met you because you make me feel understood and like im not alone anymore. even if youre not actually there, its still okay because in a way the things youve said to me are there to keep me company IDK. SO! as a result, just like pareo, i would do whatever you wanted! no matter how stupid! i really appreciate everything you do for me, such as helping me soo much with assorted social situations. no matter how insignificant the action may seem, they always help me to feel less anxious. this branches over nicely to my next point!!! sometimes i cannot believe that someone who’s as cool as you would do such trivial things FOR ME. everything about you is just so overwhelming cool, like the way you say things, the words you use, and everything you ever do is amazing and you draw people in (positive) and like im not even jealous about how many people love you because i totally see why and you totally deserve it. but then the fact that you ask me to do things with you and tell me certain things makes me so ecstatic that i dont even care if i wasnt the first person you asked or told because you still thought of me and thats more than enough. i think that despite anything else ive said, i wouldnt mind just listening to you and never ever getting acknowledged myself, because i love listening to the things you say and id love you no matter what you did. final point, and this may be a mis-observation on my side, but while i have a tendency to tell absolutely everyone that i love them and i throw the words around so much, ive noticed that you dont really do that. and OF COURSE ive never cared about this at all, but recently youve been saying it to me a lot AND NOT EVEN JUST IN RESPONSE TO ME SAYING IT. like i swear youve told me more times than ive seen you say to every other person combined. and this leads me to believe that you really mean it and that makes me really happy because i love and adore you a lot too and i hope we can stay friends forever
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